Serendipities

2007-12-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

hey people.

i have changed my blog.

RELINK PLEASE:

http://se12endipity.wordpress.com/

2007-12-17T02:29:00.000+08:00

this is what happens when it is like 2.39 am in the morning. you've got nuts to do. except for PROJECTS.

escaping out of the things that are stressing me and hang out on MSN with my dear ones. well. only `grace at that moment.

realised I needed some heart-to-heart talk. so end up talking crap with `grace. we hang out like really a lot. but surprisingly we can still talk like a lot on msn.

remembered that last time i told myself.

never hate myself.

but i think.

i am no longer who i am last time.

2007-12-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

WENT to SUNTEC today with my brother. super lots of people. totally no mood to shop. but nevertheless. i enjoyed myself a lot as it has been a long time since i last went out with my brother.!!

used the standard chartered voucher. my brother bought his running shoes and shorts. intended to buy him present. but since he sees the 20% discount i give him as a present. well. i am so going to save some money!! haha. GIAM JI KU.

changed the vintage watch that `sha 9ua bought for me. it runs on kinetic energy. but it was not working. therefore changed a new piece. (: finally a good one. love it to bits because it is VINTAGE. and both of my brothers love it too.!! BINGO choice, my dear!

2007-12-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

it has been so long since i last update. i know. so here i am. monotonous life it can be. i will try to squeeze something out to write. (: while i am watching some drama... ...

everyone is talking about SSM. yeah. it is one hell of a disaster. never felt so scared to be in class before. leisure peeps are sure sick of people saying how bad SSM is. so i won't go about saying how SERIOUSLY bad it is.

lagged..

WELCOME HOLIDAYS!! one more year is coming to an end. one year spent with `sha 9ua. great life before. and future will be filled with laughter still. i hope.

plans for the holiday:

wanna party party party!

finish up all the projects.

XMAS Bash a success.

buy `enchanted dvd and soundtrack (do you guys know how fabulous the show is?)

take some time off to read all my magazines!

Oh, how could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We're so close to reaching

That famous happy end

Almost believing

This one's not pretend

Let's go on dreaming

Though we know we are so close,

and still

So far...

off to bed... nights

2007-11-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

update

WATCH ENCHANTED. freaking nice.

2007-09-29T23:44:00.000+08:00

it was `minty min birthday celebration yesterday night!! it was loads of laughters as usual. oh ya!! the birthday girl made us wait for her for like 2 hrs!!

minty. your birthday wish is not to be late EVER AGAIN. haha.

Pictures time. A LOT of pictures.

Drum roll please.... here's the birthday GIRL.

meeting place: Marche @Vivocity

twosomes.

all the love in the world. the fair ladies

one side of the table.

the other side of th

the couples.

the look-alikes. minty. hui shi. evelyn.

snow & I

hui shi & si hui

si hui & su zhen.

the aries.

evelyn & I.

su zhen & I

point into the sky. see the future.

the oh-so-artistic-yien's photo.

the angel in the clouds.

the start of spastic acts.

here comes the guys.

the flower boy.

the trying-to-be-tuition-teacher guys.

with the birthday girl.

the liquid kitchen.

togetherness.

minty is so red. she's drunk?

A sms from minty at the end of the day.

FUN? yeah. i think. the pictures tell a thousand words. (:

2007-09-28T13:21:00.000+08:00

thanks to `joan for all the pictures. they were very very pretty. (:

QY (me) and the 2Js. Jasmine & Joan

Joan e laughter icon & Jasmine e green tea.

when ariel is blur. it will be complimented with joan's laughter.

desmond is the 3rd party between Grace & I.Grace always gets excited with food.
When there is linus. there will be a gambling den.

kimberly. the organiser. THANKS ALOT. MUACKS.

WIN WIN. MONEY MONEY.

wasted they will be when desmond and shawne come tgt.

WELL. that's my class chalet. it was fun. i left earlier in the wee hours of the 'morning'. went back home and slept like pig. (:

2007-09-19T13:21:00.000+08:00

i chanced upon this drama one night after Live the Dream results show. and from that night on..............

i cannot help it. yes yes but. i am so INTO grey's anatomy. it is such a brilliant show.

caught the whole of season one and bits and pieces of season two within like er...4 days. where did i get it? i rented the season from video ezy. which is like costing me a bomb. did you see a 27 bucks explosion? #%%*&$@#&$

was telling `grace that i like the show and she told me that `warren has it. i was like....ummm.. come back! 27 bucks! but anyway. `warren is going to lend me the 3rd season. MUAHAHA.

`sha 9ua is going to scold me. haha. he was like: i shouldn't have asked you to watch an episode of it with me.

okie. off to have lunch. my bubble tea spilled on the floor. ANTS and ANTS.

2007-09-14T19:01:00.000+08:00

GOD. i did not catch a single wink of sleep the night before AGAIN. hehe.

but it was all worth it. catched a brilliant movie {no reservation}. i love it. i really do. it was almost like as {serendipity}. but of course. the latter is a much better one. (:

the beauties involved? `hui shi `you min `si hui.

Love changes a person...

played majong at `si hui house. we were like seriously slow. started playing at around 12. & we took like 6 hours to finish just one round. SUPER....looooonnnnnnggggggggg.

okie. off to have dinner.

2007-09-11T21:14:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.

some days back. went to the balcony with the GIRLS. then we move on to home.club for some 'high-ing'. let's name it:

{ THE GIRLS' NIGHT OUT }

though it turned out that 2 guys joined us. er. 3 then....

* drinking
* laughing
* cam-whoring
* debating on how to say 1 jug in chinese
* guys hooking?
* dancing
* puking
* pa~pala~pala ~papa

(:

the kiss...

no match to the PASSIONATE KISS.

2007-09-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

for the rest of my life.

i will never forget these days
of my life.

while i was walking down my path.
i turned around
and was caught by surprise
with how many happiness i have
right by my side.

DEAR JOSEPH
because of him.
i am pulled out of my centre of the world.

i understand the importance of
understanding. communication.
undoubtful trust.

i became a small girl in front of him.
swallowing my pampered attitude down
so as to spare a thought for him.

i know what is giving.
loving and at the same time
ANGRY.

(:

i love him a lot.

GRACE.
a small girl with a big heart she is.
with a weak outer but strong inner.
a new friend evolve to class mate, to group mate,
to good friend, to best of the friends,
to soulmate.

someone who i do not want to lose.

i understand what is
unconditional trust from her.

ARIEL
dependent with each other when
we stepped into the unfamiliar class.
always strong on the outside
but weak in the inside.

i always thought that i am a big sister
who always keep a look out for her.
trying hard to protect her.
never will i know that it is
HER
who made me learn what is called
innocence and simplicity.

KIMBERLY
always putting up a front that
she does not mind about anything.
but deep inside her heart.
she is always sensitive.

sensitive to people's need and feelings.
a big and strong sister
who is there for me to rely on.
but at times. i learnt that:

no matter how strong a person is.
no matter how much the person protects me.
there will always be a time when.
the person wants my protection too.

DESMOND
makes me understand what is called
a platonic friendship.

' True Friends'
from the bottom of my heart.

a guy who is emotional. appreciative.
he is not sensible at times.
but when things get serious.
he takes it more seriously than anyone else.

stay close together like this.

my life is really brighten up by
them.BEVERLY & PAULINA
best friend of mine who accompany
me through the times when
i am in TP.

unfamiliar it may be. but.
the both of them.
care for me more than i can ask for.

we may not be as close.
but i love them.
if one day they ever need me.
i am quite sure to say.
" i'll be there!"

i want to spend loads of birthdays
with them.

they teach me the importance of
LOVE.

they teach me what is
happiness.

2007-09-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

List out the top 5 presents you wish for (not in order of importance):
1. stars
2. moon
3. TAS forever
4. money
5. love

Answer the following questions:

The person who tagged you is:
Ariel
Desmond
Grace

Your relationship with her is:
my very very good friends who make me real happy

Your 5 impressions of Ariel
1. strong appearance yet weak in the inside
2. always smiley and pretty
3. good creativity
4. she is a good listener. as in real good
5. SPASTIC

Your 5 impressions of Desmond
1. TRUE FRIEND
2. nonsense everyday.
3. always bring laughters to the class and the group
4. there for us all the time
5. not-direct. care for us jiu say care for us.!!!

Your 5 impressions of Grace
1. always there for me.
2. knows what i think
3. never fails to listen to me
4. a weak appearance but strong inner
5. a great smile (:

The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:
Ariel: i agree with grace. her hugs are warming. like really.
Desmond: forever suan-ing my english when he's not that good either
Grace: there for me whenever i needed her

The most memorable words he/she had said to you :
ariel: if u are a guy. i will fall in love with you.
desmond: TRUE FRIEND forever. donnoh real or fake
Grace: you are one of my soulmate. you're definitely someone i want in my life from now on

If he/ she becomes your lover,you will:
okie. i have joseph.

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
ariel: please. do not keep everything to yourself
desmond: sensible sensible
Grace: hug me more. muahaha

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
lost something important in life

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
they back stabbed me. %*&%(^^$#(^

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
ariel: be there for her.
Desmond: grace and i will find ur true love
Grace: be there for her more than now.

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
ariel: happy go lucky.
desmond: he is quite an emotional guy
Grace: doesnt hide her feelings.

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
family lover? eh. i think i am quite boring to be with. cus i don really know how to entertain peeps.

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
willing to keep some opinions to myself? like try not to hurt people?

On the contrary, the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
tend to put up a front that i think it is not me. like don't know why am i there for.

The most ideal person you want to be is:
huishi. someone who is sensitive. yet does not take things too seriously.

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
i need you all now and forever. thank you for being there and i love you guys!!! like A LOT.

Pass this quiz to 10 people:

1. Hui shi
2. You min
3. Evelyn
4. Snow
5. Su Zhen
6. Si Hui
7. Yien
8. melody
9. Adrian
10. Leroy

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? no one i think. haha.

Is No. 9 a female or male? male

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
like NO!!! they will be gays.

How about No. 8 and 5?
both girls?

What is No. 2 studying about? IT in TP

When was the last time you had a chat with No.3?
this morning at 645am!! haha.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
i don't think she likes band.

No. 1 has any siblings? yeah. one sister. 2 brothers

Will you woo No. 3? NO. difficult to understand and AH she is a girl.

How about No. 7? NO. like more comfortable to be as good friends

Is No. 4 single? no. she is happily attached.

What's the surname of No. 5? Teo

What's the name of No. 10? Leroy?

What's the hobby of No. 4?
eh. shopping? eating? recently. cooking?! haha.

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
not bad. like not very close. but nothing against one another

Where is No. 2 studying at? Temasek Poly!

Talk something casually about No. 1?
she is HOT!

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
a feeling of real good friend. !!!

Where does No. 9 live at? sengkang rivervale

What colour does No. 4 likes?
red? her bag is red?

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
eh. not very close. but once in a while will confide with one another

Does No. 7 like No. 2? No?
i think he loves her to bits!!!! MUAHAHA

How do you get to know No. 2?
Secondary school classmates.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
eh. boyfriend consider? if not no.

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
HAHAHA. weird to discribe a guy. but he is great.

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1. A random guy/girl comes up to you
and says 'hey babe.' you say:
- hi... [roll eyes]

2. what was the last thing you put in
your mouth?
- plain water

3. what does your last text message
says?
- dear i go sleep first. nights. from dear

4. the last song you listened to?
- ultimate by lindsay lohan

5. what's irritating you this very
moment?
- nothing

6. where is the rest of your family
right now?
- singing. rubbing medication oil. asking me to eat. preparing dinner.

7. what did you do yesterday?
- L&R paper. balcony chilling with friends

8. pick a scar on your body, how'd you
get it?
- [ i feel so stupid looking over my legs and hands] but no. i don have.

10. what do you want to do when you get
out of high school/college?
- gain experience if not study.

11. how old is your mom?
- 48 this year.

12. are you signed onto MSN?
- Yesh

14. who's your most religious friend?
- Bernard and Ariel.

16. if you could change your name to
anything what would it be?
- eh. i nv thought of that.

17. what's the best compliment someone
has given you?
- ... i cannot remember

18. what do you hate most about your
school?
- waking up. exams and projs

19. miss someone?
- yea! my dear and friends?

20. last time you took a plane ?
- damn long ago. like primary 4?

21. how many times a day do you log
into myspace?
- 0 whats that

22. last profile you went into?
- 0

23. what's the first thing you would do
with five million bucks?
- smile.

24. do you like this survey so far?
- find it pretty stupid

25. who's the fourth person on your featured
friends, and why?
- xue er. randomly?

26. how would you react if numbers
three, six, and eight on your top
friends all of a sudden hated you?
- ask myself what have i done and sad......

27. next thing you'll spend money on?
- bus fare

28. what's one toy you remember having
in the 90's?
- barbie doll

29. if you had a son what would you
name him?
- jun xi

30. look through the nearest window,
what do you see?
- lights

31. what's does your mousepad look
like?
- a plain piece of paper

32. who's someone you drifted from
that you wish you were closer?
- eh. hui shi and sassy g and co. and yien and co. and SCS and co.

33. which of your friends do you argue
with most?
- my boyfriend. GRACE, i agree with u.

35. what's your dream job?
- events planner. resort high rank post

36. who's the last person that you felt
was stalking you?
- no one.

37. if you could have any car what
would it be?
- beetle.

38. what's your favorite breakfast
food?
- hotcakes from mac

39. how do you like your eggs?
- half boiled. egg yolk still watery.

41. how about a tattoo?
- rose or butterfly at my waist.

42. what mood are you in?
- sian.....

43. what's a movie you want to see in
the theatres?
- rush hour?

44. if you had to live somewhere else
where would it be?
- a cottage with geenary surroundings

45. what's the last four numbers of
your phone number?
- 4274

46. how many hours did you sleep for
last night?
- 0

47. where will your next car ride be
to?
- no where?

48. if you could live in any tv show?
- criminal minds

49. what video game do you play most
often?
- eh. puzzle bubble. it is nice.

50. what are you wearing right now?
- pyjamas bought by my mama.

2007-08-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

OKIE. it is my job to update now!! hahha..

KIM: that's so disgusting!!! COME on...

hehe...

MOVIES

caught a couple of movies like millions and millions of days ago. if my brain does not fail me. i think i watched about 4?

{ Transformers }

the girl is hot and the guy is cute. [:

{ Harry Potter }

... ... ... ...

{ Simpsons }

spider-big. spider-big. `warren & `shane laughed like nobody business. they were so attentive that even minor jokes they could catch them.

{ Secrets }

JAY is cute inside the movie. & the girl is a very fabulous actress. i think it is a must watch. ending kinda blur. but nice anyhow. dialogues used were very "our kind of way". haha.

EVENTS

{ Chalet }

attended LRM chalet invited by Miss Maggie. it was fun.
* dead-drunk desmond "LOSER". haha.
* SUPER-DUPER high Shawne.
* naughty KIM. [in the dirty way and in the normal way]
* crazy kar mun.
* Ariel BABYbaby.
* Lovey huiqi & Casper.
* slow James.
* sobo king BEN & Matt.
* Linus who does not know the diff brands of sanitary pads.
* hero Taihong VERSUS macho MR. maggie seow.
* warren who carried me.
* "cappy" Shane.
* the BOYFRIEND the GIRLFRIEND bin & Grace.
* Strong Paulina who won Shawne.

** sha 9ua dear dear.

there were a lot a lot more. but SHORT-TIMED. haha.
in conclusion: i want another chalet.!!!

2007-07-08T12:52:00.001+08:00

2007-07-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

okie. i'm like so done and over with the presentation. i just want to shout:

" I LOVE MY GROUPMATES!"

ariel, kimberly, grace, desmond, han bin.

take care, grace. i'm sure you will not be down with dengue. because if you are. i will have been K.O. with you too.! no worries. MUACKS

2007-07-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey.

{ k-box at teo heng.}

yeah. it was fun. like FUN. FREAKING fun. but then. my voice is like. K.O. i went in with a lady voice and came out with a man's voice.

throat was feeling bad in the morning. after the shouting & screaming inside the room. it was like worse. & of course. because i was AGITATED. they know why.....

anyway. SHAWNE CAN SING. like REALLY. got attitude. haha. i like the 'she'll be loved'. it was so......WOW.

P.S. `sha 9ua. don't jealous. haha.

" i need you.
more than ever before.
you know.
how much i love you."

2007-06-17T19:31:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY PAPA.

我爱我的爸爸。

((:

2007-06-16T14:37:00.000+08:00

i am disturbed. as in SEEEERRRRiously disturbed. i cannot take it. therefore. i really want to blog about it.

{ Hostel: Part II }

yesterday night. `sha 9ua brought some DVDs back to my house to watch. well. i chose to watch this gruesome horror movie.

the story is about a company which caters specially for the privileged and rich people from around the world. this company kidnaps teenagers and they were on for bidding. the higher bidder can do anything...AS in REALLY ANYTHING to the teen. the privileged have their own fantasies and they are psycho. sick.

the scene disturbs me the most is when one of the girls was hung upside down. and the rich lady laid down straight under the girl. she used a long and sharp knife and start stabbing the girl's back. blood started spilling down to the sick lady so that she can bathe in BLOOD.

Wooooooo... can anyone tell me how can i not be disturbed. grrrrr...

i admit. i could not sleep. throughout the whole night. i was turning and spinning. haha. but i just could not fall asleep. i was wondering. is there really such things that happening at the corner of the world? if there is. i just realised that nothing can stop them. because they are so filthy rich that they can bribed anyone & everyone.

suddenly. i just do not want to be rich. is it because there is nothing in the world that can excite the rich that they will resort to all this psychotic means to entertain themselves?

if i am the richest person in the whole world. like Bill Gates. i want to give the company money and ask them to stop it. haha. make myself sound so... WOW. but i think it is so not feasible.

anyway. after watching the show. i do not know why. but i think `shane will enjoy it. muahaha. `joel will definitely NOT!!! haha. right?!?!?!?!

{ project }

let's talk about something that is more relaxed. haha.

was doing project at TP com lab yesterday. busy doing and mr `smith actually had so much time to play with his desktop. & this was what he did...

okie.............so sweet right?! i see LOVE in his eyes!!! ********

(:

all the love in the world...

2007-06-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

" Sometimes.
rebelling is not just against others.
but yourself as well."

- advice of the day -

YEAH.

i have changed my blogskin. well. after my projects & tuition-giving. template was messy at first. but it turned out fine after all. (:

{ the superstar AQUARIUS }

the sea took my breath away sometime back. haha. went on cruise with `sha 9ua & friends.
*laughing.
*sea-sick.
*casino.
*almost wanted to go into the topless show.
*a sky full of STARS. as in A LOT OF STARS.
*cocktails STRAWBERRY DAIQUIRI.
*forcing to stay awake
*FUN

just take my breath away...

2007-06-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

the little girl whom my mother babysits.

want back my childlike exuberance.
want to break down & cry...
just like a child.

2007-06-02T12:45:00.000+08:00

OKIE. time for me to update update.

life was fulfilling for me. studying. project. lecture. tutorials. whatever.

start of holiday soon. felt that the time flew like rocket. so fast half of the time spent in TAS is going to be over. ARGH. i do not want to go back to TP. i seriously do not want. it's only in TAS then i can see so many of us united. having dinner at VIVO. koufu. BEACH & sports on friday. TABOO once in a while. woOooo...it's fun. really.

even projects seem so fun to me. visiting to the NATIONAL MUSEUM of Singapore.

{ 'mugging' at GRACE's }

it wasn't mugging. haha. GIRLS' TALK. and sports more. (:

swimming at the condo's pool. wrestling. human-ferris wheel into the water. improvised version of captain ball in water with water bottle. muahaha.

dinner at CHOMP CHOMP with missing `linus who went to have DINNER AT CARLTON. %$^#$@^%$.

filling and nice. jokes and laughing. spicy `han bin. water-stomach `ivan & `smith. hungry `joseph. `GRACE who treated me. haha.

{ dinner-ing at musselguys }
there were so many of us that we need 2 tables. haha.
- laughing.
- cam-whoring.
- steaks.
- the weird waiter.
- after which. went to the open space to chit chat. (:

2007-05-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

“我一个人不孤单，想一个人才孤单。
when you are alone. you will not feel lonely.
it's when you start to think of a person.
loneliness fills your heart. "

- thoughts of the day -

{ Quick laughs }

very into magazines when i get into polytechnic. read all kinds of magazines. SHAPE to newsweek to CLEO to what not. as usual. in the middle of some boring work. i read CHOICES mag which belongs to my boss. at the session of -theQuirkyside-. i came across this short write-up.

MEN ARE LIKE...

Bananas..... the older they get, the less firm they are.
Popcorn.... they satisfy you, but only for a while.
Laxatives.... they irritate the crap out of you.
Commercials.... you can't believe a word they say.
Weather..... nothing can be done to change them.
Chocolate Bars... Sweet. smooth and they usually head right for your hips.
Mascara... they usually run at the first sign of emotion.
Lava Lamps... Fun to look at. but not very bright.
Snowstorms... you never know when they're coming. how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
Blenders... you need ONE. but you're not quite sure why.

the one that sets me laughing out loud is this....

Parking Spots... all the good ones are taken. the rest are handicapped.

haha. eh. i never say i agree with what is written. but i hope it is something that makes you guys laugh. making your day.

(:

2007-05-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

school reopens. meeting up. lunch-ing at VIVO became freaking expensive. haha.

orientation. ORACLES. are you the oracle?

2007-04-23T21:43:00.000+08:00

"ladies DO love flowers.

time to pamper yourself.
flowers or what not."

- advice of the day -

looking through my past years photos that i had. deleted quite a number of them. but some of them just refreshed my memories. (:

saw quite a couple of wallpapers of my favourite flowers. took a long look. and still... found out that i still love them.

Boyfriends are like flowers to ladies i guess. they always know how to make us happy. no matter how similar they look. no matter how little changes they make. we never get sick of them. but an additional beautiful packaging will be a PLUS-POINT.

who cares about how realistic we are. no matter how much we deny that flowers are unpractical stuffs. we still long to receive them. similarly. we love to be SINGLE. but we must face the fact that we would want to have a boyfriend by our side. to stay with us. to accompany. to destroy the emptiness we feel. once in a while.

sadly. flowers weep. but they will survive if we appreciate them. take good care of them. i believe that we should also put in as much effort as we can in a relationship to make it blossom. if we don't. it will die off. just like how flowers weep.

idiot-ly. sometimes. no matter how much effort we put in. the flowers may still die. just like how boyfriends do not appreciate their sweethearts. shit them.

(:

okie. random post. i guess i just want to find an excuse to post my favourite flowers. these are the original pictures that i saved in my computer. my all-time favourite...

CALLA LILY

TULIPS

2007-04-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

" Get out of the
mature & realistic world of yours.
Sit down and
laugh like a child.
cry like a child.
smile like a child.
whine like a child. "

- advice of the day -

i have a reason to start a post like this. (: i have no idea what happen. but i am acting more and more like a small girl. and things that happened around me are those that will happen to small kids. and they will get scared of. haha.

{ fairytales }

remember all the childhood cartoons you have watched.? Aladdin and stuffs.? i have been watching them these few days.!

watched -Pocahontas- -Lion King 3- -Joseph: The King of Dreams- -Mulan 2- for the first time. very sweet cartoons. i think that they were very educating. hehe.

re-watched -Aladdin . still think that it is freaking nice. haha.

really no harm becoming a child again and think the way a child does. believing that fairytales do happen. and guess what. probably in our lives. the only thing that is lacking is innocence.

(:

{ nightmares }

for consecutive days. i kept having dreams-full nights. taking yesterday night as an example. Woooo... it was the worst!

i dreamt that my block of flat was haunted. even in my house. then everyone in my family saw the ghost. except for me. weird thing is the ghost in my house was an indian. my house always have a lot of people around. filled with little children. the ghost got irritated and went off to other household.

goosebumps ran down my spine when i woke up. almost could not went back to sleep.

well. bad dreams need to be mentioned out so that it will not happen. so here i am. telling EVERYONE.

2007-04-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

" Happy Birthday to me.
Happy Birthday to me.

Happy Birthday to Qin9yun.
Happy Birthday to me. "
(:

- song of the day-

yep. a simple birthday celebration i have. with friends and {sha 9ua}.

{ Punggol Park cafe }
countdown for birthday.
`sha 9ua `hui shi `minty `yien `derek `boyang `kwang wei `say bing.
drank a whole bottle of Bacardi.
nonsense yet funny drinking games.
cam-whoring.
a hot red G-string with holes from `minty.
tipsy by the end of the night.
playground session by the river.
MAJONG over at my house.

{ Pulau Ubin cycling }
`sha 9ua `shane `evon `warren `kathy `kathy's boyfriend, helmet.
nonsensical talks.
quarry and beach.
up hills and downhills.
rain in the middle of the woods.

blur blur `evon. smsed me instead of `sha 9ua.
injured `warren.
multitasking `helmet. eat while cycling.
crappy `shane.
unappreciated coconut drinks.
craving for chilli crabs.
lots of dim sum.

{ k boxing }
`sha 9ua `huishi `minty `yien `leroy `bryan.
singing with sweets in the mouth.
extremely out of tune happy birthday song for `evelyn.
coughing `sha 9ua.

{ in the nutshell }
i am touched. careful planning of surprise party by `sha 9ua. friends who took time off. (:

big THANK YOU to all.

2007-04-07T01:24:00.000+08:00

" take some time out of your busy life.
and think about someone.
ask yourself.
how much you miss him/her.? "

- advice of the day -

my answer is. i miss him a lot A LOT A LOT. haha.

stupid {sha 9ua}. go malaysia and left me alone to fend for myself. QI SI REN LE! nevermind. luckily i have my friends with me............... ARGH.

a little bit blur blur and gong gong now. drank a little. haha. i have my limits. must be obedient even when {sha 9ua} is not here. (:

`hui shi `yien `masam `bryan here @ my house.

2007-04-03T23:09:00.000+08:00

"Life may be bitter at times.

take a rest.
pop a sweet into your mouth.
life can be sweet."

- advice of the day -

{ TMNT Movie. }

watched the movie today with `joseph. haha. a movie that he always wanted to watch. well. you know guys..... muahaha. i will definitely watch spiderman 3 with him anyway.

not bad an anime. pretty interesting storyline i should say. made me laugh at times. especially the orange turtle. michael......something.

going shopping with`hui shi soon. she sounded so dead on phone just now. so don't think it would be tommorrow. most likely to be on thursday. TAKE SOME REST BABE.

nonsense post. posted for the sake of posting. waiting for `snow to come. she'll be at my house for the night!

2007-03-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

surprise surprise surprised.

it was `paulina's birthday these few days. tried my best to surprise her. but to no avail. sigh. meant to ask the whole class to be there. but because it was in the afternoon. loads of people cannot make it. sorry girl. ):

but on her birthday itself. it was so successful. 'collaborated' with paulina's boyfriend. i hid behind the door and SURPRISE. okie. and YAY! she was finally and truely taken by surprise. muahaha.

{ movies }

i am running broke. but still i caught quite a couple of movies. -stomp the yard- & -the freedom writers-

fantastic movies they are. very into dance-themed movies. so -stomp the yard- was a must watch. had `beverly `paulina & `shane's company. pretty confusing. especially when all the actors looked the same to me. hehe.

-freedom writers- is a new movie. watched it with `hui shi. utra touching. a movie about racism.

"everyone is equal."

"so only when you die for your people, you are a hero? NO! after you die. no one will remember you. no one."

{ NOT what i mean. }
to you. it's a surprise. to me. it's not?
to you. it's worthwhile. to me. it's not?
to you. it's touching. to me. it's not?
it's not that i love you not.
but it's about i feel your sincerity. or not?

2007-03-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2

"Sky falls, you feel like
It's a beautiful day
Don't let it get away"

You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.
And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

What's Your Theme Song?

2007-03-27T21:56:00.000+08:00

some days or weeks back. went baking at `joel's house with `joseph `ariel `shane `bernard. had plentiful of fun. perfect outcome too.

GAYS...

he didn't touch. or joel will faint on the spot.
as usual.
"i tell you ar....."

2007-03-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

back back back...

back from tuition-giving.
back from lunch-ing.
back from dinner-ing.

(:

no mood for working anymore. haha. tuition-giving was an usual monotonous thing to do. but easy money i guess.

met up with `snow `kenneth `wendy at compass point for lunch. late one though. talked throughout. follow-up. pretty loads of food. missed chilling out and chit chat.

as usual. crapped about practically everything under the sun. tuition. students. work. money. life after poly. spending money. and it goes on & on... oh ya. our secondary school uniform. was thinking why it looked so funny now. well... in the past. when we wore the uniform. we looked fantastically good......though. muahaha.

going for suntanning tommorrow... oooOOooOoo. i'm gonna soak up the sun

2007-03-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

back from work. hmm. tired. but watching DVDs later. i missed shopping seriously. i think the last thing i bought for myself is hair band. muahaha.

okie la. a couple of H&M necklaces from my shop so as to start sales for the day. no.. have the only sales for the day. haha. business is bad.

results out. contented. improved i guess.

PARTIES. i am looking for it. quite a number of parties with friends & co. looking forward to it. SURPRISE SURPRISE...

2007-03-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

The Sunset.

my favourite place. the bridge.

the sea. with strong current.

leaving a footstep.
End off with a group photo.
the seafood dinner we had. WOOO.. i tell you. it is freaking nice. 73 bucks?
went back to hotel. chatted with her by the pool. haha. she's in the world of her own. CHEERIOS.
went to sleep. early in the morning. pamper ourselves with DONUTS.
fattening eh? let's do some work out. (:
after some rest. chill out at the bar. super nice liveband.

2007-03-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

hey people. i am back from my batam trip. it is going to take me a while for me to upload the photos and stuffs. but i will try yea?

i am praying very hard that blogger does not break down half way and everything that i want to upload disappear suddenly. haha.

{ 12 - 13 March Batam Trip }

with `joseph `Hui shi `Lina and `Warren

At Harbourfront...morning breakfast

on board the ferry.

Finally. we reached Harris

the first person who talked to me...OUR LADIES ROOM.

balcony.

SHOPPING MALL.
the shoes warren was proud of. 24 bucks.
the grey people..
the lousy french fries.
the long-lost A&W
Spastic.
our friendly uncle.

2007-03-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

yeah. end of all the sufferings that i had survived through the whole semester. i seriously think that it was pretty difficult to manage. but anyway. i guess i am still very excited of going to sentosa the opening semester. where only the LRM students will gather together. united.

cannot imagine what life it will be. but let's just take things easily. (: stay neutral. everything also alright.

life can be quite boring at times. when i have nothing to do. as in really NOTHING. these are the two entertainments i will resort to. they can be exciting when life's boring. but seriously. i like sudoku.

2007-03-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

yep. i am back. not that i don't want to continue blogging. but now. my brother is nagging me for the computer. ok.

i have no choice but to go off. blog again maybe tommorrow night then.

i am feeling FREE.
i am feeling GREAT.
i am feeling LOVED.
i am feeling WONDERFUL.

(:

shit the customer who stole the wallet. #%&^*$^%.

2007-02-08T00:37:00.000+08:00

haha. EVELYN. i am wiping the dust away.

have been rather busy. projects here and there. completed like at least 6 projects in the days that i have disappeared. all thanks to my group members or i don think i will be able to pull through it.

{ POM lecture photo taking again }

the threesome taking photos in between breaks again. some spastic photos.

COSY... don you pull us apart.

the champion of the retards -- ME. Qin9yun.

{ star of 1K03?! }

the hottie SHANE MAYER. muahaha/ i think funny la. really.

" i don't need your kiss,
i don't need your hugs,
i just need you to stay by my side.
look deep into my eyes.
and say: i need you.

all i need is your assurance. "

2007-01-17T00:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HUI SHI!

the spastic `her.the sleepy `her.

the hungry `her.

the sporty `her.

the nonsense `her.
just like to hang out with `her. just
plainly because there will be loads
of fun.
together. we will find our LOVEs.

LOVE her. wishing her all the best.

stay as happy as always.

2007-01-16T02:34:00.000+08:00

so so so long since i last blogged. hmm. yep. PROJECTS again. no more complaining. because i am pretty immuned to it.

1K03. ALL THE BEST!!

(:

{ life is simple. }

poly life can be tiring i guess. but you know what. if you know how to enjoy yourself. it is still manageable.

every day is just like a routine. but probably a little time out of the lectures for some photo taking can be quite fun too yea? muahaha.

FRIENDS ARE THERE TO ACCOMPANY YOU. drawn by `beverly.

meet up with old besties to chill out with. they know you inside out.

2007-01-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

`melody `melody `melody. this post is specially dedicated to `melody. muahaha...

girl. you know what? i just read your post for the 31 December 2006. i want to message you but your blog has nothing for me to leave a message can.?

just wanna to tell you that. i miss you i miss you. i really do. `kai lin9 `maureen `wende & co. i miss them too. i want to cry just to think of how long since i met up with them. let's meet up sometime after your birthday when we can meet up and celebrate yours and `kai lin9's birthday. feel sO 对不起 her.

& yep. i have found my very own fairytale. (:

2007-01-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

为什么一定要长大？
为什么世界变得好复杂？
我不想独自面对眼泪流下，
我只想紧紧抱着他。

2007-01-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

update update. haha. nothing special happened in these few days. just projects. work.

{ sleepovers at `paulina's. }

yep. `beverly & i went to `paulina's house for some sleepovers. it was fun. the last time we sleptover was at my house. which was like last semester? that's why i was looking forward to it. hehe.

as usual. took some spastic pictures. love `paul's camera phone la. haha.

yeah. & guess what. i ate mc wings at like. 1 am in the morning. muahaha. but the problem is. the mc wings no wings. only drumsticks. ):

here's the pictures..

the threesome caught on bed.

the horrible snake.

`paul ordered the snake to eat me.
okie. it's about the snake again.

2007-01-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE.

great life ahead.

stay handsome/cute/pretty/sweet/cheerful as always. (:

{ 010107 = 9!! }

this is an important day to me. big day for a b.i.g G.i.r.l. not only will it be a brand new start. but also a new impact in my life.

no new year resolution. just trying to live day by day with a happy heart.

hope that everyone i love will continue to receive my love & give out their love!!

2006-12-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

" walk in the rain.
alone.
with an umbrella. "

- advice of the day -

{ i. am. obsessed. with. rainy. nights. }

i have totally no idea why. but i just like the cooling nights. with raindrops falling down on me.

was on the bus at around 9 plus at night. as usual. it rained. yes. i was semi-drenched. but deep inside me. i was hoping that the rain would get heavier. it did.

haha.

just before i got off the bus. i played my favourite song on my mp3 & started my walk home. there were short cuts. however. i took the long ones instead. only in this way. i had more excuses to stay in the rain longer. with my umbrella of course.

okie. i am not some psycho-idiot. but hey. everyone has a time when they relax themselves. & let their thoughts run freely. well. it just happens that mine is walking in the rain at night.

`paulina `beverly. i walked in the rain with an umbrella but it feels great still. so. you both do not ever let yourself get caught in the rain & get sick. i am telling you. haha.

`hui shi `minty `eve `zhen `snow `si hui `boon `kelly `melody `kai `mau & the list goes on... take good care of yourselves ya.? cover blanket at night!! (:

what a random post. here's pictures i took to share. haha. i am bored. seriously.

the colourful umbrella which
accompany me during my rainy days.

2006-12-26T02:19:00.001+08:00

there goes my christmas...

):

2006-12-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

christmas, christmas. suddenly have the christmas mood now. haha. my brother and his friends are just behind me, cracking their brains making gifts for their sweet hearts. ARGH... so sweet. i also want.

{ party. at WARREN's. }

1K03 had a christmas party on the 22nd. thanks `warren for his house. the food & pasta were fantastic. & guess what? i saw the smallest, cutest christmas tree ever. haha.

`shane jammed a short piece of canon in D with electric guitar. it was bingo. it was like the contemporary version of it.

{ random picture. }

found this box of chocolate at `joel's house on that baking session. it just made me laugh out loud. innovative ya.?

2006-12-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

yay. i am so wrong to be here. i should be hardworking and doing my marketing project. but it's ok. `PAULINA is going to be understanding to let me slack a while.

(: muacks.

{ exercise. }

okie. `beverly & `paul STRIVE to exercise this holiday. i guess. we will succeed. haha.

anyway. i lost weight. just weigh myself. surprisingly i lost 4 kg. don't know why. but i am shocked myself too. nvm. no physical changes anyway. BOO.

played badminton once. and ya. that's all the exercise i did i think. muahaha.

{ baking again. }

went to `joel's house for baking session again. addicted to it i think. surprisingly. it was darn successful. the cookies just taste marvelous. bingo.!

{ the bells are waiting. }

christmas is round the corner. therefore. i had my blog's song changed to a christmas one. my favourite christmas song i think. sweet na. (:

a season of giving! & i am loving it.

i want to give as much as i can. as i like. to my loved ones!!

the most beautiful christmas tree i have ever seen. it is outside `the grand cathy. i like it is not because it is pink. but because. it is so feminine. so warming. so............ NICE.

{ 全世界的人都知道。 }

你像一座孤傲的岛，有自己的城堡。
我是上不了岸的潮，也只能将你围绕。

全世界的人都知道，一相情愿是种烦恼。
只要换你一次微笑，就算是做梦也会笑。

全世界的人不知道，我不在乎付出多少。
我想这就是幸福写照，如何人不能阻止我对你的好。

2006-12-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

okie. long long time since i last blogged. and just reply my tagboard too. boohooohooo.. haha. sorry. kinda out of form today. don't know why. ha.

anyway. other than the as-usual-irritating tests i had for the past few days. my life is pretty fun. haha.

{ cooking session in `joel house. }

yep. `qin9yun COOKED. i did. part of it. the funny thing is. the two guys are much better cook than a lady- ME.

haha. guilty. MAMA, i want to learn cooking!!

Warren & Joel. the COOKJOEL's hand. muahaha.

Before

After---the cream puffs.

2006-12-04T01:54:00.000+08:00

All these precious moments

With you by my side.

Must be a gift from heaven,

That's holding me all night.

I don't know how I found you,

I'm thankful that I have.

Now that I have a love so true,

To hold, to keep, to share.

In my heart,

I can no longer hold inside.

All of the love I used to hide

I'll always be with you until the very end.

In this world there is no place I'd rather be.

You are my life, my soul, my girl.

And through it all I know,

That you're come to see,

that you're the one till the end.

All my friends around me,

Say you'd be gone too soon.

Baby I'm gonna make them see,

We've found our way back home.

Song By: Unknown---Till the End

today. heard this from `huishi.

every single lady wants to be pampered. as in EVERY SINGLE one of us. well. i am not an exception. guess i am just a typical lady as well. wanted to be pampered. cared. loved. am waiting... but i guess my life is pretty much filled up. too full to accumulate anyone or anything else in it.

haha.

guys out there. a song for you to sing to the lady of your life. (:

2006-12-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

i know it is a very VERY random post. but i was looking through all the photos i have taken. and found this really cute photo.

Let's name it: the distorted JOEL. a.k.a the evil QINGYUN

muahaha

2006-12-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

{ my cousin's wedding.}

being so long since i went to a wedding dinner. a lot of eating and a lot of photos taken with my cousins. (:

the song played when they walked down the ballroom was very very nice. here are the photos:

2006-11-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

nothing to share for the few days that has passed. life is the same as usual. but photos are uploaded to share. hehe.

when you think that taking a 2 min nap during breaks in between the lectures is nonsensical, well, this is what you can do...

2006-11-26T01:20:00.000+08:00

i know it has been a long time since i blogged. but i seriously have nothing happening in my life. lectures. tutorial. project. i bet none of us will like to read that from my blog ya? haha.

so. here's a little picture to share with everyone. look at the hands. thanks to `joseph for sending me the pic. haha. (:

2006-11-15T23:25:00.000+08:00

"You know.

I got a hole in my pockt.

You gave me love and i dropped it.

I guess i threw it away.

I try to be there where you are.

I try to be on time.

But i lose my way."

HEY. i am real darn tired. lol.

{ Hongkong Cafe }

few days ago. went to hongkong cafe with `hui shi `minty `clifford. again. ate the snow ice. but this time. we ate the mango flavour. haha. nicie. very very huge. cannot finish it though.

at the end of the eating session. we were practically all shivering. (:

{ hangover }

reason to why i am so darn tired. went to watch the movie {Step Up} with `evelyn `brendan `melvin `chuan yuan & their friend. forgotten his name. yesterday night. haha. it was a very very nice movie. i just love the dancing and a little humor added into the show.

i prefer the dance at the party to the dance in the showcase. STYLE. ENTERTAINING. pretty FLIRTY. gee.

after the movie. we went to hougang for supper. chit chat about horror movie. `evelyn truly seriously scare to watch horrors.

hangover at my house with `evelyn `brendan `melvin instead of sleeping. (: found out that it was the first time that `evelyn sleepover at my house. heart-to-heart talk. in the end. i cannot take it and fell asleep.

the guys left at 6 plus and `evelyn was the one who open the door for them. not me. the owner. haha.

in the end. i woke up at 10 when i am suppose to reach school by 11. rush like don't know what. but luckily i make it on time. (:

{ Chocs }

i like cookies and cream. & here is one chocolate with the flavour COOKIES & CREAM.

2006-11-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

{ my little red watch }

it stops functioning. should i get it repaired? or leave it the way it is?

coincidentally on this day.

红色手表的用处到底是什么？
纯粹只是为了看时间，
还是无心地让我回想过去，遗忘现在？

我的无言以对，我的有所隐瞒，
都是为了戴在我手上的红色手表。

Happy birthday to you.

{ the shoe of happiness }

I walked towards the centre of the world. waiting to be heard. waiting to be found.
While standing at the centre of the world. I did not take a step forward nor a step backward.
I just idle around it.

finally. i took the courage and took a step forward and walked a distance.
along the way. i realised that i have left my shoe of happiness behind.
There again. i walked back to where i belong. back to the centre of the world. back to the place where i am waiting to be heard. to be found.

2006-11-09T22:15:00.000+08:00

yep. here i am here to blog. very very long since i blogged. pretty loads of things came into my time. PROJECTS are here to haunt me again. (:

nothing much happened these few days. but went out with `hui shi `Evelyn `Zhen `Steven & co. catched a movie. haha. quite nonsensical. i don't like. { The Covanent } just hot hunks? lol.

{ photos sharing }

this is where we hang out after one night out. haha. outside compass point. a good place to talk and take photos. lol. anyway. that day. all of us wore BLACK. as in all......

2006-11-02T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA!! LOVE YOU!

(:

invited a whole bunch of friends to my house. was a little bit tired & not entertaining. but i seriously hope that all my friends had fun. no matter what. it has been a real long time since i have seen them.

i ate for an hour plus. and practically everyone was asking me how the hell i can eat so much. gee. neng chi shi fu. somemore my mama's food was tasty & fabulous.

thanks to: `hui shi `snow `suzhen `evelyn `si hui `yien `masam `derek `boyang `adrian.

{ dinner at viVo }

the day before i went to vivo city with `hui shi `brenden `melvin. sudden outing. so we reached there at about 8 plus?

had a simple dinner & there we go. walking around the biggest shopping centre in singapore. well. as in what the government claims?

ate ice cream. & i must say. it was fun there. haha. BUT the threesome did not allow me to order cookies & cream!!. hello? it's my favourite nor.

but nvm. it was nice too. a lot of talking came along. What is your dream?

2006-10-29T01:04:00.000+08:00

haha.

worked today at Wanderlust Studio. guess most of my friends have not seen the studio hor.

heard that there is a Halloween Party at Zouk today. so my colleague was preparing himself for the party. being the only lady there. i became the make-up artist. haha. cute friends they are! hope that they have real loads of fun out there.

2006-10-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

Gee.

i've watched 2 movies recently. & guess what.? both are as nice. & both have really cute guys in the show.

i watched both with `hui shi. (: thanks gal for your company.

{ the Prestige. }

been so long since i come across such a bravo movie. 2 magicians challenging one another. kind of surprising ending. and i like it.

i was rather slow and keep disturbing `hui shi, asking her to explain to me. it can be rather confusing at the end of the show. a must watch movie this month i should say. (:

dumb me. i did not know that the casts in the movie are big-shots. ha. wolverine VS the Batman. i prefer the batman! (:

{ the Guardian. }

woohoo... ashton kutcher is real, fantastically, unbelievably CUTE!!! i am darn serious when i am saying that. haha.

anyway. if you are one person who enjoys the show Armagaddon. haha. i recommend this movie to you. don't know why. but the Guardian reminds me of Armagaddon.

it has also been a long time since i watch a western movie in which i cried so badly. 3 times! i cried. stop. and cried again. wooooo. great one.

sad ending as you can predict. but something really puzzles me.

when a ship sinks. the people above the sinking ship will be sucked all the way down right? that's the cause of the death of the main actor in the Guardian. BUT. how come leonado in Titanic survived? Try recalling...

2006-10-18T02:08:00.000+08:00

L is for the way you look at me.
O is for the only one I see.
V is very very extra-ordinary.
E is even more than anyone that you adore can.

Love, its all that i could give to you.
Love is more than just a game for two.
Two in love can make it.
Take my heart and please don't break it.
Love was made for me and you.

(:

2006-10-16T16:51:00.000+08:00

changed my blog. (:

1K03..here i come! hahaz.x.

2006-10-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

{ eureka's BbQ }

went for eureka's bbq yesterday. it was very heartwarming i think. miss the great old days back in secondary school.

after the bbq `huishi and `minty came my house with `darren and `wilson. hmmm. drink drank drunk. lol. no la. no one was drunk. but we talked a lot.

recalling what had happened back in nC was pretty sweet i think. the most memorable one was the standing up in the parade square. we were called out by our discipline master for being 'mischevious' on the 372 bus. GOD. the 372 incident was one BIG embarassing moment.

(:

stressful it may be in those days. but it's there that you can find your happiest moments in the teenage life.

{ HOROSCOPE. }

don't know why. but i have this belief in horoscope. i just think that it works for me! ha.

nonsense it may be to believe in something that is not scientific. but. it is just amazing when the book describe exactly the way you are feeling deep inside.

all i can say. follow the book & know yourself better. but remember. never get addicted & know that YOU are YOURSELF!

`snow entertained me & bought the horoscope with me. guess. we were just getting some fun out of it. (:

感觉不到，从前温柔的双眼。

感觉得到，你已不再眷恋。

无奈的笑，试图让我知道，

得了失忆可能对你我都好。

回忆固然重要，

但，

伤心的往事也是需要被遗忘。

为了只是可以走向更美好的未来。

2006-10-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

hahaz.x. long long time never update le orhs. hmmm. so here i am to update a little of what i've been doing these few days. lol.

AND YA!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUZHEN. sweet 17th. enjoy your day! (:

saying about birthday. we celebrated `minty min's birthday at `huishi house on the day itself. a pity that we did not make `min cry. but nvm. ALMOST!

`hui shi cooked speg for her. in the end. she ate only a little. but. the speg was the thinnest speg i have ever seen. hahaz.x. but it was nice seriously.

the guys came and each of them gave her WHITE roses each. haha. no idea why white though.

played loads of games. my favourite is la pa hua. haha. we had birthday cakes of course. but it turned out in a horrible state.

the present for `min.

all the rest of the photos are with `hui shi. so `min! you will have to wait for her computer to be done! (:

2006-09-23T15:44:00.000+08:00

okie. it has been a real real long time since i come online. no mood to blog these few days. came online just to check my email and OFF i go. hahaz.x.

just tired ba.

finally. today have the chance to 'tour' around my friends blogs. and ya. found out i was tagged by `evelyn to do this. okie. though i know very long ago le. but yep. i am doing it now. (: sorries to `evelyn.

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

Gender: Male

My PERFECT one
1) LOVE me like no other business.
2) RESPECT me. ( make me feel appreciated. i seriously need that.)
3) treasure my family & love them.
4) must be able to tolerate children & teach them. (well, i can't. but i want to have kids. so he need to learn.)
5) initiative..being that. you need to be confident. so yep. he need to be confident. ( i am a pretty traditional lady.)
6) HONEST. ( To me, family and friends.)
7) UNDERSTANDING
8) SWEET (romantic also can. but he must know how to use them. too much of it will make me sick.)

Tagged victims: Bernard. joel. shane. snow.

hmmm. i really chacked my brain to think of wad to write. finally i finished. hahaz.x.

2006-09-22T00:28:00.000+08:00

Who would have thought that you could hurt me,
the way you've done it.
so deliberate, so determined.
and since you have been gone,
I bite my nails for days and hours
and question my own questions on and on...

So tell me now, tell me now
why you're so far away
when I'm still so close.

You don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm Sorry"
you said you would love me until you die
and as far as I know you're still alive, baby

and you don't even know the meaning of the words "I'm Sorry"
I'm starting to believe it should be
illegal to deceive a woman's heart.

I tried so hard to be attentive
to all you wanted
always supportive, always patient
what did I do wrong?
been wondering for days and hours
it's clear is isn't here where you belong.

Anyhow, anyhow
I wish you both all the best
I hope you get along.

Open heart, open heart
it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart.

2006-09-09T13:06:00.000+08:00

show you guys this picture. nice right? i know very random. but the picture is from my bro's t shirt. he had it as a present from his girlfriend.

Awwww... so sweet right?

i also want~~~~

一对陌生的男女相见。

一见如故。成为了世上最甜蜜的情侣。

可是，一旦结束了，

就什么都不是了吗？

2006-09-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

hey!! when is the last time you went to the ZOO?! or the night safari?!

hahaz.x. i just went on wednesday. to night safari. lol. so happy na. with `kailin9 `wende `zhen wei `melvyn `chong soon.

very very fun. we take the foot trail & also the tram. the tram ride is just so great. the touch of nature just make you feel so relaxed. & guess what? the company who i went with love the nature.

the restroom at night safari is very beautiful i must say. lol. i didn't take many pictures. but i will definitely have a picture of the restroom.

& ya. that day i just found out that steve irwin passed away. it is very shocking. almost cannot take it. i decided!~

I WANT TO EAT AS MANY STINGRAY AS POSSIBLE!

on the tram ride. i remember something. remember the 4Rs that we have. Reuse. Reduce. Recycle. Replant. (:

2006-09-05T01:09:00.000+08:00

今天的我。很反常。

大胆地说出了我的感觉，毫不犹豫地说了出来。。。

很喜欢这一瞬间的勇敢和冲动。因为，它们是需要我经过长久的努力才能发泄出来的。

我下定了决心。不管是什么。只要是属于以前的我，而且是令我难过哭泣的人或事情，我都要放下。哪怕他是什么骑士或美好的回忆。。。

不要再为那些事情而掉下眼泪。因为，没有人会发现到，会注意到。最重要的是，又不能回到过去啊！何必委屈自己呢？

休息就是为了走更长远的路。这段时间，我裹足不前。我休息够了。现在，我要全新出发！（：

陌生人啊！谢谢你。教了我很多很多。我也了解了很多很多。我学会不再依赖，只要以平常心去面对你。希望你能找到你的幸福。我也会的。（：

你永远永远的朋友。。。陌生的朋友。

2006-09-05T00:11:00.000+08:00

{devil wears prada.}

hahaz.x. `huishi. you feel honoured ma? first pic on my blog lei. lol.

anyway. i watched my long awaited movie. very very nice. hahaz.x. watched midnight movie la. 1145 de. that day. once in a blue moon. me & `huishi worked at the same shift. so after work. we went to cine to eat chocolate fondue!! lol.

then catch the movie. the show. woooooo.. the anna gal real beautiful la. big round eyes. though i love CHANEL brand last time. but i was pretty impressed with their designs. esp. the necklace. NICE!

{ change of workplace }

today plaza singapura de P.O.A not enough staffs. so i go & help out. i think that outlet de shop layout very nice. but difficult to 'guard'

2006-09-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

{ GOOD GIRL }

i am a good girl today nor. i cleaned up the whole of my room.

& guess what.? my father allows me to REPAINT my room. so happy. but i will have to do it myself though. lol.

i going to paint it drak purple. don ask me why. but yesh. it is going to be that colour if i can find the nice kind one.

(:

packing my stuffs & found some books that i read back in my primary school days.

hahaz.x. i cannot imagine that i am reading them when now. i am reading books like `devil wears prada? lol. anyway. that book is nice. ((: i am going to catch the movie.

went out to compass point with my mama today. so long never go walk walk with her le. haiya. my mama aso not that kind will go orchard road for window shopping. so. i just like the hanging out with my mama & xiao jia ling today.

it is so difficult & tiring to bring little children to playground. esp. under the hot hot sun. lol.

2006-08-31T23:51:00.000+08:00

P.S. for your information. i just learn how to publish photos onto the blog. so. yesh. i will be using it. (:

i did my studying lor!!!

{ FREE }

yesh. i am real happy. because all my exams end le. seriously have no idea if i can do well or not. but i guess. just let it BE.

don't wanna ruin my vacation just because of all the exams.

tons & tons of things happen ever since i stopped updating. & here i am. trying to bring all these memories back into my blog. to be shared with everyone else. (:

{ morning studying --- i learnt to love my parents }

i know there is total no link between studying with loving my parents. but. yep. you will see why.

i have some afternoon papers. therefore, i met up with `snow almost everyday to study in the morning. nothing special happen until one day at the CP macdonald's.

`snow & i witness a scene in which a group of students are quarrelling (almost fighting) with the parents of one of their friends. it became so serious that police came down.

they are a group of mischievous students who may be skipping their lessons & hang out at mac. the parents of one of the girl came & wanted to bring her home. but her friends stopped them.

a fight almost happened. vulgarities came running out of the students' mouth. shouting & screaming can be heard right in the middle of mac. the students even said that they can complain to the police that the parents abuse their child.

i don't care a single thing about who is right & who is wrong. but i cannot neglact the disappointment in the parents. i know it is just a 'passing-by' incident that i witnessed. but i cannot help it & i felt disturbed. seriously.

thoughts running in my head: in the future, will my children be like them?
AND...
what if one single day. i do the same thing to my parents?

i guess. no matter what. we can NEVER forget that it is our papa & mama who hold our hands & accompany us ever since we are young.

{ ICE CREAM }

was always at `hui shi house these few days. ate real lots of ice cream.

FAVOURITES: Venezia Cookies and Cream. i really love it...

{ Li Sheng Jie's music concert in TP }

Li Sheng Jie seriously, seriously knows how to sing. and he sings REAL well. no kidding. got his charm. and hey? which lady do not like guys who sing love songs.? well, i like. (:

was with `beverly and `minty & co.

{ 她 }

亲爱的你，（：

我佩服你的勇敢，你的开朗。

就是因为我不可能会有你的那一分之一的勇敢，所以我更加佩服。

虽然我知道你能独自一人承担这一切的一切，

但，我还是希望让你知道：

当你累了，需要哭诉时，别忘了有我这个朋友。

我的肩膀只会让你哭一下下哦！

因为，剩余的时间是你必须让自己重新站起来的。

（：

亲爱的我。好姐妹！

2006-08-31T23:37:00.000+08:00

你像一座孤傲的岛，有自己的城堡。
我是上不了岸的潮，也只能将你围绕。

全世界的人都知道。
一厢情愿是种烦恼。
只要换你一次微笑，就算是做梦也会笑。

全世界的人不知道。
我不在乎付出多少。
我想这就是幸福写照，任何人不能阻止我对你的好。

2006-08-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

恶作剧。
从前，从前男孩一直都在女孩后面追着跑。
女孩也一直追逐着自己的幸福，不曾回头看。

如今，女孩累了。
她放慢了脚步，甚至停了下来。
男孩呢？
他继续往前跑。超越了女孩，越跑越远。

说这是有缘无分，倒不如说这是个残忍的恶作剧。
为什么就是不能并肩跑着呢？

我任性投入你给的恶作剧。

{ dying }

i think i am crazy. exam is just next week & i have not start studying. INSTEAD. i am watching VCDs.

real real nice la. the korean drama 宫 is fantastic. handsome & beautiful casts. romantic story. fabulous clothes and dresses. WoOOoooOO... & i must say the soundtracks are very nice too.

ya. the casts! the leading actress is real pretty la. so cute and funny. i like her. lol. okie. this time i never really go crazy over any of the actors. but the prince is sweet till......!!! argh..

i admit la. the 2nd leading actor is gd-looking than the prince. but the prince is the type who is not handsome but damn attractive. i prefer the prince more lor. then. youtube.com very nana de. all is the 2nd lead actor MV. DON'T have the prince de nor. hai...

so. i seriously recommend people to watch ok? A MUST WATCH.!

(:

{ fireworks spice up my life }

it is true that fireworks spice up my life. but sadly. i missed the fireworks. i watched none of them. urgh...

my life is not spice up le. ): But `hui shi said got her lei. lol.

一颗心属于一个人，

在爱情里什么算公平？

爱的深也伤的深，

是不是罪灭了自己？

一颗心属于我自己，

爱情里找不到公平。

而当你最后选择了逃避，

我学会不公平。

坚强的理由只是自己骗自己。

付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案。

走了那么远发现你不在身边。

独自走过了什么自己都不了解。

2006-08-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

{ SHOO. }

yesh. all my projects SHOO away.

i am so happy now. i have finished ALL the difficult projects le. one more left to go. but it was still okie. not too rush. pretty easy to do i guess. haha.

i am just relaxed that everything. as in really everything is done.

BUT. time to study le. end of sem exam coming up. (:

jia you, YUN.!

still. studying is much better off than projects. serious.

{ fireworks }

esplanade. here i come.!

(: and yesh.! i am looking forward to `hui shi's house sleepover.

`HUI SHI'S HOUSE. here i come!!

懦弱不是我的作风。
宁可放弃，忍受。
也再也不肯求你回头。

2006-08-02T00:21:00.000+08:00

我只想再哭一下下，
把记忆彻底地分化。

等哭完我就会回家，
眼泪我会替自己擦。

我只想再哭一下下，
假如你不反对的话。

以后我不会再牵挂。
可知我有多努力啊！

只有这办法才不再想他。。。

i am lost along the way...

2006-07-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

funny day today. i saw a young man quarrel with an old man on the bus. the 'F' word came up. there was almost a fight. shouting definitely.

so funny. but i think the old man kpo. then the young man cannot tahan then shout. but the problem is. i am thinking. what for blow the matter up and shout at an old man la. embarass himself only. scary.

{ online shopping}

been shopping online these few days with `hui shi. hahaz.x. we both buy clothes le la. `evelyn aso got buy some. hahaz.x. very nice clothes orhs. (:

我把自己反锁在空荡荡的房屋，
感谢你让我想个清楚。
因为爱你所以我不做你的包袱。
我不需要谁温柔安抚。
请放心我很快能恢复，找到一个人陪我漫步。

不准哭。
我不要装可怜无辜。
挡住你的路挡不住你追逐。

不准哭。
我更应该微笑祝福。
祝你找到对的幸福。

如果我消失不见，你在乎不在乎？
别含含糊糊我很在乎。
因为爱你所以我选另外一条路。
离开是我的最後让步。

爱情就到这里结束。
我们不得不屈服。。。

2006-07-31T02:37:00.000+08:00

went to east coast. with `melody `kai ling `maureen `chong soon `wen de `melvyn & `zhen wei.

just a simple hang around and chit chatting. our one year anniversary for knowing each other in SCS.

had a review with `nu ren men with wad is happening in this one year that passed. things change. people change. new people. close friends left. not under our control. but holding on to what we are having now.

`nu ren men: you all have to be xing fu orhs. next year de 30th july. we will be more xing fu. definitely.

`wen de & co. : we will not forget to help you guys to make a wish. next year. you all will have a girl friend each. haha.

last year de me. this year de wo.
which one is more xing fu?
i seriously have...no idea...
all i know is. i need to be back on track.
and get in control with my life.

2006-07-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

went to watch -now & forever- with `hui shi le. hmmm. sad show orhs. but i winner la!!! i didn't cry until the last part. `hui shi started crying in the middle le lor. lol.

but still. the story quite typical. did not expect the guy to have a sickness in the end.

still prefer -windstruck- though.

{nchs}

went back to nchs le. hmmm. still the same as usual. miss my secondary school life. especially during the sec 3. guess. it is my best part of life le. hmmm.

mr tien did lose his temper. when he started shouting. wow. i was shocked. but at the same time. miss the time being shouted by him. as a squad though. haha.

爱总是百转千回
谁会陪我直到天灰
一半的我跟时间作对
一半的我却觉得好累
一半的爱比想像珍贵
一半的路却少了你陪

2006-07-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

hmmm. just reach home from work. real shagged le. got tuition giving tomorrow. let's hope i can tolerate till then. haha.

还能不能恢复，我要的幸福？
还能不能回到，爱情的地图？
If you come back to me，
我能否不去记住，你曾给的那些痛苦？

i am watching -now & forever- tomorrow with `hui shi. i knew it. haha.

going back to nchs for NPCC le. looking forward to it. it will be real fun. (:

2006-07-28T01:43:00.000+08:00

假装多好，我只要，只想要再拥有一秒。
去相信你的拥抱，一直会让我依靠。
继续等待，还心甘情愿的不想逃。

there is just something weird about me. these days i am so into Jay's songs all over again. probably because few days ago i watched his concert DVD. while... his songs are really nice. no doubt. still love 搁浅 a lot a lot.

{ Snow-ing }

yep. finally get to meet up with `snow after so long la. haha. so long never see her le. real miss her ba.

both of us left school at only 930pm. we are real tired but still we chat all the way back home. (: simple chat. same old snow. as clumsy. but this time i more clumsy le. i bang my hip at the railing on the bus. it hurts real badly though.

2006-07-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

我不是个浪漫的家伙，却甘心为你这样做。
想要什么都跟我说，从此以后我爱你，你爱我。

yep. so i am back here to update. i will try to update no matter how busy i am ba. just hope that the post don get boring after all the time it is just about my daily life.

{ sentosa }

went to sentosa for project research today. it is so so so HOT! i am like so burned?!

was turning fairer day by day after my redang trip. but now. everything is dark back again. i know why. because i slept under the hot hot sun. WOOOOoooo. smart girl.

took a group foto at siloso beach. think it will be real nice. still waiting for `joel to save it in my thumb. so..ya..

after that. watched -the lake house- with `beverly. it was just the english version of the korean movie -il mare-. nice show, no doubt. but it is more illogical than the korean one. prefer the korean version personally though. haha.

{ projects killing time }

i am KILLING all my projects. finishing them up as many as i can. 5 at first. killed 2...but sad to say. 2 more came up. ARGH..!!! i am seriously getting frustrated.

nvm. jia you jia you. i am not the only one suffering anyway. everyone in my course is. wahahahaha.

but still, i manage to squeeze some time out for VCDs watching. finished a lot a lot of shows i should say. -ai sha 17- which is a mystery kinda show. not bad. -最后之舞- is VERY nice la. the male actor so so charming. woooo...fainting. U channel showing the show now. a MUST watch. (:

{ hanging out }

basically, weekends are spent with `hui shi and `minty min. always find things to do and gather together.

went swimming. but few laps only. seriously cannot make it. haha. then sleepovers. chit chat. this coming week got NPCC camp. and i am going back to nchs le.!

`hui shi promised to watch -now and forever- with me la. so...REMEMBER.!!

30th July date with 女人们. so looking forward to it. (:

{ birthdays }

i am lagged i know. but these days are quite a lot of birthday thingy. so happy belated birthday to `jamie `chuan yuan `adrian. i guess that' s all.

{ after words }

i miss you...but i hate myself for missing you.
i hope you'll always stay the same,
'cause there's nothing bout you i will change.

2006-07-10T01:39:00.000+08:00

i am here to update le. life is just as simple and sweet. just a little stress with all the projects coming on and on.

in 2 hr time will be the final match of World Cup 2006. always keep a look out on the matches. lets hope that France will win. even though i bet with my manager a can of drink that France will lose. (:

{ bad night }

" i am sorry for whom i am now. good night."

"the person u see last time might jus be ur impression of mi."

so the one that i rely on is all nothing but just an impression.

lies i should say. the beautiful things that you have done is just an impression that you want to create for me.

i took them for granted. but is it a good thing or not. since they are all impression. it might be better off to be taken for granted.

that's how much you make me change about the impression i have on you. this is exactly how much you make me change about how i feel about the past that you have created.

don give me lame explainations saying they are all true. i won't buy them. and i don think you will even bother to give me any freaking explainations. since that you claimed that this is the other side of you that i have not met.

if you have a little feeling and treasure the past memories. don let me see the other side then.. but still you protray the other side of you right in front of me. telling me that the past memories are nothing to you anymore. included the promises you made.

random post....

2006-06-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

有时后我会发呆　所以脸上没有 smile。
人太多会不自在　不用应酬最愉快。
偶尔想到我自己印象有一点模糊。
偶尔喜欢耍点酷却不想把我老妈给吓哭。

到底应该做个什么样的女孩？
只想获的轻松，不奢求人见人爱。
如果没有犯错请别找我麻烦
我很 high 很难猜　but I'm fine！
突然快乐，突然悲哀。
Baby that's me！别奇怪。

喜欢大声笑出来　怎么会是我的错？
不懂温柔的女孩不是就不懂得爱。
其实很在意身材　却更讨厌被打分数。
欣不欣赏我自己除了我没有别人能说不。

Woah~ Me Baby 别当心 I'll be fine
Woah~ Me Baby 我并不想搞怪安真心
也许我竟的怪~

从来就不想搞怪　却总有人说我离谱。
很爱我的男朋友却总让他们很辛苦。
喜欢享受着孤独　偶尔又想被照顾。
如果碰到我自己　也许也只能摇摇头。。。
认输认输认输！

到底应该做个什么样的女孩
只想获的轻松，不奢求人见人爱。
如果没有犯错请别找我麻烦。
我很 high 很难猜　but I'm fine Yeah~

突然快乐，突然悲哀。
Baby that's me！别奇怪。

Song By: 深白色二人组 --- That's me

i think i will buy their album ba. very nice. not the hipest song you can find. but the lyrics just speak your mind.

bought an album by Zhang Xuan. her songs are all the unplugged kinda. not common. but when you listen to it. you will 朗朗上口. (:

2006-06-16T02:50:00.000+08:00

{ sleepless night. }

not sure why. but suddenly don have the wanna sleep kinda feeling. but having a minor headache now. not enough sleep that's why.

there was thunder just now. scary feeling but i missed it. i longed for it. i loved it. because feel so protected esp. inside my house.

{ interview }

serious. i got nothing better to do so i decided to come online to write my blog. chatting with `hui shi and `han wei at the same time though.

having interview for my cca later. pace setters. hopefully i can get in ba.

it is what i wanted to do. functions. ushering. a bit like my previous councillor job in secondary school. boring to some. but hey. it was enriching for me. i am LOVING it.

jia you ba. Liang Qingyun....

{ family unite }

yesh!! meeting up with my cousins tommorrow.

i going malaysia on saturday le. going to a beach resort. but will only reach there at night. so no suntanning for me.

the journey is very packed because we only have 2 days. sat and sun. going to see firefly. shopping. & do not know what else.

BUT. i am sure that i am going to enjoy myself on the bus with 29 of us..!!! lol. that's how big my family is. and it is only part of it...

family is always the most important do orhs. no matter what. friends change. sweetheart change. but family unchange.

treasure your family orhs. find a day and go out together ba. gee.

2006-06-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

BACK?!

lol. i miss my blog. seriously i do. though i always never update. but i do come online often to check my blog orhs.

gee. anyway. nice skin? i like this background colour na. cus it is brown!!

finally find one that i like it so much.

{ hui shi = colleage }

hahaz.x. yesh!!. hui shi become my colleague le. she working with me as a part timer. but we will be like meeting in the workplace for once a week only la.

it is nonsensical to place 2 part timers working on the same day la. lol.

but anyway. i believe we will be having a good time working in the fun place.

(:

{ nu ren men }

yesh. who is nu ren men ne? they are `kailin9 `melody `maureen. ya la. i miss them so much nor.

must meet up next week okie. i want to meet them this friday de. cus i got interview. wearing formal. somemore i promised that i will let them be the first to see me in formal de nor.

haiyo. but like cannot le. see how first ba. i take a lot of photos for them to see jiu hao le.

wish me luck for my interview okie? nu ren men.

{ sassy g and graffiti }

went for a bbq at `si hui house some days back. it was fun. but the rain was the wet blanket.

but okie la. can gao romantic. lol.

gathered with friends who i never meet for a very very long time le ba. but still ok. not too much a change though.

keep in contact na?!

miss the bbq chicken though. lol.

{ yup. }

cannot think of any other titles. but. yup. i am happy that the semester test was over. not really stressed by it. but still nervous. cus first time test in TP ma.

then the school make it so serious lor. like end of sem exam like that. boooooooo.

okie. i rushing off le. tata. care.

borng post it may be. but nothing special happen in my life. but just small simple things that make me smile. (:

2006-06-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

{ for stranger. }

下雨了，站在玻璃门里头。
并没有，总是挂念着我，你带着伞来接我。
夜晚了，只剩老板跟我。
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头。
不知怎么安抚，太任性的我。

本来不觉得你特别疼我，直到你不再疼爱我以后。
已经过去，雨伞和雨衣，不会再庇护我。

本来不觉得你特别疼我，直到你不再疼我以后。
来不及了，手写的留言对像已经不会是我。

停雨了，不必再躲雨了。
已经过了该打烊的时候，还是不太想走。
太晚了，只能坐计程车。
为什么想念着摩托车？
常常会半路熄火的后座。

本来不觉得你特别疼我，直到你放弃爱我以后。
已经过去，雨伞和雨衣，不会再庇护我。

本来不觉得你特别疼我，直到你不再疼我以后。
来不及了，长长的简讯对像已经不会是我。

走在湿漉漉红砖道上，
沿着导盲砖试着假装。
的确有点困难。

也许我就这样走路回家，
反正你不再在乎几点，
该几点回到家。

对不起长大太慢，害你遗失了我。
抱歉　让你白费了这么多。

Son9 By: 同恩 --- 本来

i am disappointed with your coldness. i am no longer holding on to it. i have not shed a single tear for you. and i will not. cause i promised myself.

" you will never make me cry. " i still believe.

my promise. this is the last post for you. no more.

2006-05-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

陌生人最终还是会是陌生人。即使是最熟悉的那个。

今天晚上做了一个挺愚蠢的事。走了40分钟的路。15 分钟到你家，20 分钟到我家。

虽然拿了东西就走人是有点没礼貌。但是我真的不知道要如何去面对。

这段路显得有点长，走起来真的还蛮辛苦一下的。但是，我处理得很好。。。至少我是这么认为的。

眼泪在翻滚，但始终没有滴下来。以前的你应该也是像我一样笨吧？现在的你非常残忍，但也反应出当初我对你的伤害。幸好，到了最后，我还是为了你做了件愚蠢的事。

走着走着，发现自己也越来越寂寞。

“你要求一片天空，请我还给你自由，却没想过，我从来不曾住在你心中。
或许我早该看通，我们不会再有以后。
喔，也许，也许有一天你也会寂寞。。。”

我逐渐地发现自己的寂寞了。

就像每个公主一样，我有个骑士。只是，他是个陌生的骑士。

2006-05-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

i guess. i have to admit that i am a rather selfish girl. life is going on smoothly for me that i tend to forget about what i have around me.

i do not dare to blend myself in the fairy tales. but sometimes. scenarios that happen in fairy tales are the most suitable way to describe life.

every lady in the world is a princess in her own part of her life. no matter if she has found her prince or not. she hopes to have a knight by her side to protect her.

Princes come and go. the correct prince charming will be the last to make her cry. however. there will always be one and only knight by her side. some princesses take her knight for granted. but some appreciate him like treasure.

but there are 2 things that i found out. i have a knight by my side all along. and. a knight will always stay as a knight. there is no way he can become a prince.

of course. people will think that it is more fortunate to be a prince than a knight. but hey. every man in the world is also a prince for his part of life. a man can be a prince and knight at the same time. but definitely. for 2 different princesses. the role of a prince and knight is different. very in fact.

{ for stranger. }

you have always been a wonderful knight in my life. a tree to be more precise. a tree that will always be next to me. you will not move out of my life. but there seems to be a boundary around you. that makes me keep a distance from you. no reason why. but it is just pricking me so hard on the skin that i dare not get close to you anymore.

never in my life have i feel so pathetic before. and i cannot imagine that it was you, to be the cause of this pathetic feeling. i know that in every part of my life. i will get hurt. but i thought that it will definitely not because of you. but it proves to be wrong again and again.

i've learn my lesson. but i will not apply it in this platonic friendship of ours. probably disappointed. probably regret. it is not your fault sincerely. i am the cause of everything that is happening.

或许就是因为没有被伤害过，所以一旦被刺痛了，就会伤得很深，很痛。

i've learnt it in the hard way. but i know that i will get off your back now. i will no longer be a pain on your neck. i will not rely on you. anymore. i promise.

2006-05-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

{ announcement }

hahaz.x. was actually talking to my class online just now. guess everyone is busy with their projects. hmmm. jia you.

(:

yes. i need to announce that my class guys are indeed crappy. BUT!!!! they are a group of good guys.!!! hahahz.x. so as to prevent them from saying me again. hahaz.x.

but sincerely. they are all well. very fun to be with. (: cheers.!!

LADIES are better though. hahaz.x. cus i am one myself. 1K03, jia you!!

{ hui shi's company }

sincerely. rather stressed up day by day in poly. everything is so tensed up. projects coming up day after day. 4 projects in total i guess. hmmm. seriously need a break time.

but hey. went out with `hui shi on friday and stayed at her house on saturday till today. it was a good laughing time.

went to watch -daisy-. a korean movie. it was bingo i should say. i just love this kinda show. rather draggy in the front. `hui shi said she needed to force herself to be awake.

but it is romantic. the drawings were very nice. the scenaries and environment are just my dreamland.

love can be easily missed due to some miscommunication. but it can be found by just using your heart.

ate my long awaited cheese fondue at suntec. it was just so fabulous. lol. but i guess i will grow fat a few tonnes more. seriously.

gtg. getting tired. wanna. sleep. & ya.

YIEN!!! i miss you!!! meet up someday ya.? that day i ALMOST can meet u guys de. but.... haiyo. nvm. got chance de. (: let's sing KBOX again.

2006-04-29T21:35:00.000+08:00

wanted to change my blog. but lazy. & cannot find one that i really really fall in love at first sight. hmmm.

{ the most unlucky girl in the world }

i really cannot think of any other title for this. & what nick name i should give my beloved girl `huishi. she thinks that it is worth writing her stuffs in my blog. hahaz.x. because it is really 经典.

hahaz.x.

probably fate. she just get to see -him every now & then. 2 days in a row. with the same person. about-the-same scenario. & every single time. she just get the shock out of her life because she never expect to meet -him.

knees down to her. she still can handle it so well. lol. jia you, girl. you are doing so freaking well. (:

{ unforgotten memories }

read `minty min's blog few minutes ago. just cannot help but feel so touched. it's a pity that she didn't get to mass comm. she can express herself so well. unlike me. ):

yeap. just hope that the whole lot of us do not fall into incommunicado. keep in contact ya. i don't want to be left alone to fend for myself. i still need my girls & guys ya.?

thanks `minty for your reminders on how important you all are to me. hopefully. none of us will fall into the memories catagory. but the PRESENT catagory. (:

oh ya. so long since i meet `zhen `evelyn `si hui `kelly `boon. see you all soon. (:

2006-04-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

back!!!

{ belated birthday celebration }

went out with `melody `maureen `kailing `wen de & co. on friday. so happy lor. it was a wonderful day out to suntec.

but i noticed something. the group of us love to go to esplanade. esp at night. i think becasue of `wen de ba. he always likes to go there to gao romantic.

that day was quan jia fu. everyone was there. so touching. see them all together again. i LOVE them.!!

we went to pizza hut for dinner. so much talking & crapping. there is nothing better than that.

went to the merlion there to hang around. talk about life of the guys. how limited time they have left to fool around & play. shocked le. next year. they will be in their twenties. hmmm. times flies. i remember first time meeting them. they were only in their 18s. when is it going to be my turn.?

{ temasek poly BUSINESS }

yep. i am back to a student.

orientation was so so so so!! fun....

hahaz.x. the SLs were so HIGH. they just shout and shout. the 2nd day was the best day. inter-school competition of cheers. dragon boating & so on. there were lots and lots of cheering going on. i lost my voice by the end of the day though.

my class guys are rather crappy. the girls are very sweet. gald to have them as my classmates. lol.

okie. anti-climax. but i gtg. tata. care.

2006-04-17T10:27:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! i am so so back from malaysia REDANG. i am going to write about my trip le. boring it may be. so. ya.

{ REDANG TRIP }

trip to malaysia was pretty tough. we walk from Woodlands checkpoint to Malaysia checkpoint. we had no choice. it was jammed like crazy. we took a 8 hours overnight bus ride to reach the jetty & finally a 30 min boat ride to REDANG. it was very tiring because we changed like 5 buses. a boat practically. from a place to another. woo. cool.

the moment i stepped onto the jetty of REDANG. i thought i was at a swimming pool. the water is freaking clear. just like a swimming pool. when you walk towards the water. you can see your feet. the colour is more of blue & green.

the sand was nice. small & tiny. obviously. don really hurts your feet even when you run on it. a fantastic place i must say.

checked in. lunch & SNORKELING. first time in my life i snorkel. it was very interesting. we went out to the sea. the corals & fshes were just right under me. but the corals are dying. hmmm..... ... ...

after that. we went all hungry again & have teatime. again. suntanning on the beautiful beach. playing captain ball. rolling ourselves on the sand. that's how dirty we are when we bathe.

night life in REDANG is very happening. ha. pub. dancefloor. stars. music. karaoke. movies. blue sands & it goes on.

me & `hui shi never tried dancing near the beach. so we danced!! haha. much much better than singapore pubs i should say. no smoke smells. open space. winds. high. the whole of the coastline of pulau redang was occupied with resorts and people. what do you say.?

first night was the best night ever. so... WOW!. next day was more down. most of us were tired. moreover. it rained in the afternoon. so i was just there suntanning & enjoy the sea breeze. played dai tee with `hui shi & the instructors there. they were fun & cute.

at night. nothing much to do because we would have to catch a 630 am boat ride the next day. so imagine how early we will have to wake up. hmmm. so early night for the 2 of us. but we got to see the blue sand. the sand is blue. shining somemore. very beautiful.

ya. the rest you will know. boarding of boat & buses. from a checkpoint to another. & bang. 10 pm home sweet home.

okie. for me. i really loved it there. i have all my first time experiences. beach party. snorkeling. blue sands. that's how fortunate i felt to be able to be at such a wonderful place. envy the instructors. they are working. but seemed as if they were playing. cause their jobs are to entertain us. i really don't mind working there too. (:

maybe i can be the resort manger. lol. dream on.

2006-04-12T23:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!

{ special day of the year }

thank you to everyone who celebrate with me. and ya. EVELYN CHONG. happy birthday too. (:

because i am one day older than `evelyn. i just find it very interesting. one day. i received the wishes from her. & the next day. i give her the wishes. very special. not everyone can have the chance lor. actually wanted to celebrate together with her de. but time crashes. i can. she cannot. or vice versa.

her birthday. i went to her house (so long never go le) gave her a kiss on her cheeks which shocked her out of her life. lol. bought a cake for her, which was specially for me actually. cheese cake.

as for mine. i must really thank `hui shi & `minty min. we have a stay-over at `hui shi house on Friday night (my bday was on sunday). the two of them bought cakes for me suddenly. okie. i was really surprised. thanks `minty & `hui shi. MUACKS!!

on sunday. i have to work as usual. `snow `kenneth `wendy `shi qin came to visit me though. was glad to see them there anyway.

my colleagues brought me to marina south for steamboat. YUMMy. `hui shi gave me a surprise by appearing in front of me suddenly & joined us. she knew the plan so long ago. she is a good actor. ( she is close with my colleagues. )

after that. my manager suggested going to pasir ris fisherman's village for drinks. okie. we ordered beers. corona to be exact. though me & `huishi were underaged. (:

luckily. we never drink ourselves silly. i just took a few sips. yea. `allen drove us back & by the time i reach home. it is 3 am in the morning. lol. BINGO!!!

it was a really fulfilling birthday i had. (:

{ Bye singapore. }

so excited. i am going to Pulau Redang tommorrow!!. YES!! tommorrow. i am so excited.

hope to take as many pictures as possible. hopefully i don't get burn.

see you guys on.....maybe.....some time next week!! tata!!

2006-04-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

these few days i off. so i can be online to blog. quite free though. today i practically slack the whole day at home. watch VCDs & sleep. that's it. i never even get up to eat my breakfast & lunch.

{ a movie i watched today }

情书 love letter.

this movie is not a recent one. i think quite long ago le ba. a japanese movie. do not know why. i like to watch korean & japanese movies more than hollywood kinda movies. maybe theirs are more romantic & more to my likings.

till now. i have 3 favourite movies. crying out love in the centre of the world. windstruck. a moment to remember.

this movie love letter is my fourth. wanted to leave this movie in my blog & recommend to anyone who is interested.

what is it about.?

the movie is rather smooth. some may find it boring ba. but i just like this kinda movies. (:

hiroko is a young woman. she had a fiance, Fujii, who was killed in a mountaineering accident, a tragedy she has not been able to recover from. one day she comes across her fiance's old school yearbook and finds his old address. without hesitating. she writes aletter and sends it to that address, hoping that it will reach him in heaven. surprisingly. she got a reply.

the one who replied is a girl with the same name. Fujii. both she and the male Fujii were classmates when they were young. when hiroko found out about it. she continues to write to female Fujii to exchange memories of her fiance.

one day, she decided to meet female Fujii up & was surprised to find out that she looks exactly like herself.

what really hurts her is. she is not clear if her fiance fell in love with her at first sight is because she looked like his classmate ( female Fujii ) or for herself.

while looking back to the past. the female Fujii was surprised to found out that. all along. the girl who Male Fujii loved is herself. but she could not bring herself telling that to Hiroko.

hmmm. i have no idea if you guys will understand. but you all have to watch the show to get it. i have trouble in understanding it in the first place. well. i need some digestion. haha.

but sincerely. it is nice. very touching. very special.

4 stars upon five. (:

2006-04-04T22:12:00.000+08:00

hahaz.x. very long never write blog while outside. i am at `si hui's house orhs. staying over night with `hui shi. think it is going to be fun ba. so long never talk to `si hui le.

{ P.O.A Dinner & Dance 2006 }

i am pretty excited with what i did these few days. very fulfilling. exciting. first of all. i will definitely mention my company's annual dinner & dance for the staffs.

first time i get to see all the staffs of P.O.A. altogether 9 outlets. we have karaoke session. `allen sang so well. never throw our far east plaza domanchi outlet's face. but sadly. none of us won the lucky draw. the prizes were so freaking good. 1st prize is like ipod nano. 2nd prize a 21 inch tv lor. lol. can you imagine how much i want it.?

after the singing was a disco rock & roll. everyone just dance. so high. the music was very loud. but the ladies were very shy though.

i will post the photos up on my flickr. see my manager okie.? ideal gentleman.

{ swimming }

went swimming with `hui shi today. got the slimming plan in our mind. hers is doing fine. rather successful. but mine. hahaz.x. let's forget it. (:

she so hardworking. swam 10 laps or so. i think i swam the most 6. or lesser. ha.

wanted to swim for the last 2 laps before going off. but sadly. NOT MY FAULT. my toes cramp. & that is not the worst thing. the most idiot thing is having a very FANTASTIC friend by your side who basically laughed at my out-of-shaped toes. claimed that i am the first person to have cramps while swimming. mountain turtle. not my first time le lor.

got a guy we saw. swim so fast. `hui shi said his waves so power. i think his one movement equals to my 2 movements. (:

{ english }

i think i need to improve my english & start listening to english songs. but i only choose the old old type de. new de i don't understand a single thing what the singers are mumbling about.

a song i want to recommend:

Early in the morning
I put breakfast at your table
And make sure that your coffee
Has its sugar and cream

Your eggs are over easy
Your toast done lightly
All that's missing is your morning kiss
That used to greet me

Now you say the juice is sour
It used to be so sweet
And I can't help but to wonder
If you're talking 'bout me

We don't talk the way we used to talk
It's hurtin' so deep
I've got my pride, I will not cry
But it's makin' me weak

I'm not your superwoman
I'm not the kind of girl that you can let down
And think that everything's okay
Boy, I am only human
This girl needs more than occasional
Hugs as a token of love from you to me.

I fought my way through the rush hour
Trying to make it home just for you
I want to make sure that your dinner
Will be waiting for you
But when you get there you just tell me
You're not hungry at all

You said you'd rather read the paper
And you don't want to talk
You like to think that I'm just crazy
When I say that you've changed

I'm convinced I know the problem
You don't love me the same
You're just going through the motions
And you're not being fair

I've got my pride, I will not cry
Still I can't help but care

Oh, baby, look into the corners of your mind
I'll always be there for you through good and bad times
But I can't be that superwoman that you want me to be
I'll give my love everlasting love if you'll return love to me

If you feel it in your heart
And you understand me
Stop right where you are
Everybody sing along with me

I'm the kind of girl that can treat you so sweet
But you got to realize that you got to be sweeter to me.

I need love
I need just your love

Sang By: Karyn White --- Superwoman

i really hoped that someone will read the lyrics. it is really very meaningful.

have no idea how come i like this song so much. but i just think that the impact of this song is quite strong ya.? i just cannot imagine putting myself into the lady's shoes & everything that mentioned in the song happened to me.

hopefully i will not make these happen to me either.

but still. i wanna dedicate this song to every single girl who was hurt in a relationship. hey. BE A SUPERWOMAN. we no need a man to be by our side all the times ya.?

& of course. to all the man out in the world who had hurt a lady. about to hurt a lady. never hurt a lady. listen ar. no matter how much a lady wants from you. the most important & essential thing they want are just care & concern with a lot of love from you. (: i mean it. EVERY single lady is the same.

agree.?

2006-03-29T23:51:00.000+08:00

你消失的一百天，我没了笑脸怕别人看见。
我敏感的神经线，一点一点没知觉

泛红双眼不成眠，它跟着我一整夜。
麻痹的脸特效药也无解。

才发现，我正搁浅在爱情过敏的季节。
oh过敏源是对你的思念。

我想我才了解，我正停格在爱情过敏的季节。
季节没改变是想念没断线。

我想我才发现，感情尘蹒已布满了我的世界。
oh过敏源是为你流的泪。

我想我才了解，就算用尽了力气也未必如愿。
季节没改变是眼泪弄湿脸。

季节一直变，但我的心没有变。

你消失的一百天，我没了笑脸，没知觉。

Song By: 杨丞琳 --- 过敏

2006-03-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

i had a very fulfilling days behind. it was rushing from one place to another. shouting. playing. running. (:

{ the young kids' camp }

went to pasir ris camp during the weekends. it is rather entertaining & i feel positive about it.

the kids are cute & very polite orhs. only some of them are really very hyper active. we are too old le. cannot catch up with their paces.

the nights are fun because got `wen de & co. for entertainment. very long never gather with everyone there. but haiyo. this camp `kai ling is absent. if not it will be quan jia tuan yuan le. nevermind. we have more activities ahead i believe.

because i have to work in the weekends too. therefore. i practically took cabs from one place to another. imagine how much precious money i wasted on cabs.? uncles. you are have to feel fortunate because i rarely take cabs down to anywhere. esp. when it is from an end of singapore to the other. (pasir ris to town which costed me 15 bucks.)

my colleague `allen said that i am so stupid. go do something which you will not get anything back in return. he admits that he is too realistic.

what can i reply.? " i want to do as much as i can before i become so realistic like him." that is my answer & i mean it.

{ plan to pulau redang }

okie. i am going overseas le. not too far. but it is malaysia. cannot blame me ma. i going with friend lei. not with family. not bad le.

going with `hui shi. beach resort. can go snorkeling. feel the sun. enjoy breeze. see the clear blur water. so excited about it. even she cannot stand me.

we are going to take a lot of photos. i cannot imagine how tan i will get if i go there. haha.

gtg le. sleeping soon le.

2006-03-22T22:59:00.000+08:00

this is going to be a very exciting post. for me la. cause. i still cannot believe everything that i encountered today.

never in my life will i imagine that i will see someone who acted in shows; whom i have been watching in the morning before i go to work. yes. i saw 立威廉. argh!! i am still so excited.

ya. he is the one who acted in 绿光森林 & 天国的嫁衣. the singaporean WILLIAM i have mentioned in my previous post.

my manager so cute. she walked up to me & said: " i think that guy looks like 立威廉." so i just followed her & check it out. well, she will definitely tell me cus i am very into 绿光森林 these days.

so i walked up and see. okie. he looks like HIM. i told my colleague. i see him at the 2nd time. i told myself. HE IS HIM ar..!! then before i know. he smiled at ME!!! oh gosh. he smiled at me twice. inside my shop. & next outside my shop.

ya. he is freaking handsome. really very good looking i must say.

not long later. i saw `wei jian & `leon walked past my shop. `wei jian is wearing the top he bought from my shop lor. but i never react so much. cause. haha. they are normal as compared to 立威廉. i mean. he is supposed to be in taiwan. then i am watching his VCDs these few days. can you understand how excited i am.?!

few minutes later. i think i saw a lady from 明星偶像. but i donoh her name. my colleague saw fiona xie downstairs in far east.

so in the nutshell: celebrities like to go out on WEDNESDAY. lol.

{a summarised conversation from 绿光森林}

“我很感谢上天给了我一个王子和骑士。说我自私也好。虽然我选择了王子，但，我还是希望骑士还会在我身旁保护着我。”

2006-03-20T20:57:00.000+08:00

不知道为什么，我决定以华语来写我的感想。

今天观看了《人鱼朵朵》。并非有我想象中的好。甚至让我有一些些失望。太过于梦幻，只会反映出这些感人的画面有多么的不真实，多么的遥远。

幸福的画挂不上，代表他们不能拥有幸福。
漂亮的窗帘盖不上，代表他们所拥有的幸福会随时飞走。

梦幻中却带着一点点现实。人就不能就只有梦幻的思想吗？

故事采取了《小王子》里的盒子。从盒子里看着自己的幸福。似乎在告诉我们，自己的幸福永远都会藏在盒子里，只等着我们发现它们，直视着它们。